I really wasn't expecting this...
how do you feel if you lose the person you love the most?
Well... that's how I feel right now, heartbroken, depressed, sad...
I know that the time heals everything, but... I dunno how much time is needed for this.
One day you think everything is okay and you love that special person and the next day you're breaking up... Not because you want though..
What I know is that I'm using this as a way to express myself and what I feel this moment...
And what is worse is that I'm not a friendly person, so, I don't really have someone to go to and cry on his/her shoulder... The only one I can count on is not in the same city as I am so... that makes it worse...really...
It's all for now... I'm not really in the mood for anything, I just want to... do nothing, feel nothing, be nothing...
XOXO
PS. I leave this video here... it's kinda how I feel... even in the first part...
