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What Hurts the Most

2009-07-01T16:56:00.000-07:00

I really wasn't expecting this...
how do you feel if you lose the person you love the most?

Well... that's how I feel right now, heartbroken, depressed, sad...
I know that the time heals everything, but... I dunno how much time is needed for this.
One day you think everything is okay and you love that special person and the next day you're breaking up... Not because you want though..

What I know is that I'm using this as a way to express myself and what I feel this moment...
And what is worse is that I'm not a friendly person, so, I don't really have someone to go to and cry on his/her shoulder... The only one I can count on is not in the same city as I am so... that makes it worse...really...

It's all for now... I'm not really in the mood for anything, I just want to... do nothing, feel nothing, be nothing...

XOXO

PS. I leave this video here... it's kinda how I feel... even in the first part...

The gate of the World

2009-05-29T15:24:00.000-07:00

For those who wonder who are the characters in the header of this blog, this entry is gonna kind of explain about its origins and its gonna be dedicated to that.

This character is from a online game which name is Ragnarok Online II.
For years I have played Ragnarok Online (the 1, not the 2), but, when RO2 came out I kinda wanted to play, to see if it was as good as the 1st one. So, after some time passed and the creation of the accounts was available to other people who were not from Korea.

Since the game is Korean, it was not supposed to be played by people from other countries, but as you know, there are a lot of people who find a way to play. I just had to wait for someone to find a way, and that's it, soon enough I had a account, so I just downloaded the official client, installed it, and started to play.

For my surprise, it has nothing to do with the first game, it was totally different, a completely 3D world just like WoW or Lineage 2, etc. Even the gameplay was very much the same as Lineage 2.

I loved the game in general, I mean, the graphics are amazing and you don't really need a super computer to run it decently, it has a good soundtrack, even the people were good in those times.

But what I loved the most, was the emoticons, the facial expressions the character make everytime you use an emoticon, its like, each emoticon is really an emotion for the character, making it more... alive if I can say.

But it's not the only cool thing about the game, the fact that the headgears that you buy or get appears on the character, and the same goes for the clothes, so everytime you buy a new cloth (shirt, pats, gloves, boots, etc) they change for the one you actually bought, as you can see on the pictures above, how the clothing changed.
I have to say that I was used to RO1, where only the headgear changed, the clothes was the same for everyone, the only thing that changed was the color, that's why it was something new for me, and for other people that played with me RO1 and then RO2 lol.

Another thing that for me was awesome, was the scenery, I mean, almost every place was beautiful, and the game had the possibility to take screenshots, so, you could make "artistic" shots from inside the game.
Sometimes I tried doing that lol, it was kinda fun.

Some fun I had tooking a lot of screenshots that I liked.
Oh, and what did I do inside the game besides taking pictures?, well, mainly the mechanic of the game is to kill monsters or do quests to level up and be stronger each time. As you level up, you can be a swordman, magician, clown, thief or recruit. My favorite is magician, because magic just rocks.

Besides that, well, getting hats and equip to be stronger, and developing a strategy about what to kill or which quests to do, and doing party with other people to kill boss monsters that can't be killed by just one person. Its pretty interesting.

About the monsters, well, there are everything, from cute jello-like monsters called porings, to strange creepy creatures, and even some humans are monsters in there.

I think that Ragnarok Online II (and 1) are very good games that allow you do lots of things, but the more important is that you can be in a world that you create by yourself, looking at everything with a different point of view, and even create a story about yourself / your character in there.
If you don't like MMORPG games (online games) until now, I really recommend you to try this one, you'll never regret it, besides, you don't really have something to lose trying it, right? C:

This is it for today, again, thanks for reading :3
Oh, and just for letting you know, I'm writing this blog in english just because I have more fun doing it like that xD, and more people can read it C: . But for those spanish-speakers, the comments you make don't really have to be made in english, you can do it in spanish lol :3

Again, thanks for reading C:
and stay tuned.

XOXO

Bad with this D:

2009-05-28T18:27:00.000-07:00

First time opening a blog, and what can I say, I'm bad at writing titles, so, it's possibly that almost all the titles of this blog are gonna be kind of lame D: .

I dunno why I wanted to do this, but, I thought of it kinda fun, maybe... to write something when I feel like it, to inform, or so.. I dunno, it's interesting, maybe 'cause I like to see blog designs and stuff, that I wanted to make one for me.

It was difficult as my first time opening one, to choose a layout, and to make it lol. Maybe I'll change it later when I come with something else that I like more.

Ok, after that, I think I should say the purpose of this blog, maybe?. And that one is just... say a little about me, and stuff that happens, or what I like, what I do, feel, etc.
Yeah, I have nothing right now, that's why I'm kinda improvising, that's the reason nothing that I said is productive, informative or important lol D:

After that crap, I'm gonna try to say something about a movie I saw just recently, and that one is
Hannah Montana the Movie ~

Ya know, it's not that bad, even though it's from a very popular Disney Channel evil teenage pop star. Its actually a funny film to see, a little predictable, but it has a song that I still can't get out of my head. Hoedown Throwdown it's the song; actually I'm learning to do the dance, it's very fun :3

Maybe I'll upload the video when I can do it :3
In the meantime, I leave you a video of that dance that I think it's pretty cool and funny :3

I'm watching right now dr. house, it's interesting how he hallucinate Amber, I'm very curious of what will happen at the end of the season in 2 episodes more lol. My sister already saw them, but I haven't D:

I'm gonna finish to watch the episode, so, I'll write later :3
Thx for reading!~

XOXO